Friday, December 16, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011

It's time we had some paintings. These are the result of a creative retreat I went to in October.

Title: (Untitled)

Title: "2009"

Monday, September 26, 2011

Spaceships Over Portland (short film, 2007)

Forgot I ever made this, a little disturbing since it was only 4 years ago. Found it out of the blue today and there were some notes I'd posted online. According to these notes, "The "lack of faces" was a choice, mimicking that faceless authoritarian tone of the anthropological-observer/1950s instructional films the short is loosely based on."

The same year (again, 2007), I finished a feature screenplay that was using some of the same techniques of, hmm, what I called purposeful cognitive dissonance i.e. showing one thing, talking about something else. It was called Spaceships Over Corvallis and there was the same alien/alien tension, except in the feature film, it was extraordinary rendition of U.S. terror suspects and the Cold War of 1962.

This short was made to see how that disconnect would function (kind of like an artist's sketch) - the intended effect being a spooky disorientation that still got the point across. I think it probably could work on a bigger scale...!

Monday, September 12, 2011

One of the freed chimps resting in the sun. (from an article in the Mirror)

Chimpanzees freed after 30 Years as Lab Animals
September 8, 2011 by admin
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"This is the moment a group of chimpanzees sees daylight for the first time in 30 years – after being locked in cages for medical testing.
The animals hugged each other in delight before they took their first steps outside.

Emotional footage, below, shows how they reacted to their new surroundings.

The outing marked the end of a 14-year bid to re-integrate the 38 primates after they spent most of their lives cooped up inside. " (from

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


The fungi on the birches big like heads and the
trees spur up and then grow tight too close and the
ferns those prehistoric drifts and their
braille-lumper undersides and the
devil’s club broad like the
lilypads waxy and hovering with
orbiting flies and the
light rain and the soft rain and the right rain
to make circles on circles in the
small lakes left over from the glaciers.

Now there are these trees
these tight trees these wrong trees
and these mushroom wounds on birches
sucking draughts on scarred caucasian trunks
and past them the fire pile hooked with stumps and brambles.

The fire, a fire is a fine thing.
A fire is a wood thing, a bad thing.
The humans are a crazy beast
a mad thing, a good thing

The animals dance and pound palms on hide
hoist moose skulls high in air on staffs
to say, here comes the light, our ball,
we are a strange thing,
we are from here, this wood,
these lakes, my birch,
their ferns, the cocky stupid moths
the animals brush away with thumbs
so as to stare unencumbered at the fire, get closer
to the light, from sky from ground
It will burn our eyes out. I will not look away.
You will not look away. I won't.
You will not. The sun. The sun’s still hot.

(Spring Equinox 2010, Alexandra Palace)

Monday, May 16, 2011

And this:


Friday, January 14, 2011


J and I are finally at the point of finishing up Winterland, which is exciting. We decided to apply to the Berlin Biennale (I don't know what it is about Berlin; I am so drawn to the city, but somehow the magnet works the other way too; that is a long missed-airplane flight segue, however).

Always with these things you have to do a "bio", which I did, but also an artist's statement, which can be excruciating. They wanted one stating your political beliefs as well. I modified some older exhibition stuff and conjured up one, and got there in the end. Biography is so weird! It's your past, it's your deceptive self-views, it's your implied dreamed future; it's weird!


I was born and raised in Alaska. As a novelist, actor and indie filmmaker, I see myself as being outside the mainstream. I like the underground. I like subculture. I am a self-taught writer, painter and filmmaker (though not a self-taught actor) and, due to my visual and literary style and the subject matters I choose to explore, I am usually classified by others as an "outsider artist". I however rarely see myself as belonging to one school, and my stuff always contains more exceptions to any given rule than the rule itself. I don't do commercial art. In terms of painting, I do highly textured mixed-media pieces. I use wet and dry ingredients, and I usually draw on a painting as well as using brushwork.

Quite early on as a painter, I began a series about mythic wicked females. I also undertook what I considered to be a series of "blasphemous" paintings. Soon after I became interested in the concept of hybrid vigour: the idea that by mixing, organisms become stronger. Alongside more visionary-and-dream-based paintings that didn't fit neatly into any sequence, I worked through a second series: boychicks, werewolves, cyborgs, "chumanpanzees" and other lovelies. It is no coincidence that a great deal of blurring occurs between the subjects of hybridism, spirit and the monstrous feminine. The themes remain the same: subversion, mixing, enchantment, complexity. These same themes are also present in my writing and very much so in the graphic novel Winterland.

Here are some more particular ideas about my stuff. Alaska, you see, is a wilderness full of magic. Spirits live in the trees; creepy insects crawl around the forest floor. Nothing is safe, but everything is exciting. My Alaskan heritage has contributed to my general interest in the magical, the numinous, the unsafe. My strong dislike of dichotomies and polarizations is one of the many reasons I am attracted to hybridism theory and to subversion itself. My writing and paintings too are always skewed, knocked off their sacred-cow pedestals.

Another thing the casual observer might clock on regarding my paintings is that I have constructed some unlikely pairings of environment and subject, just as Jessica has done (with no prodding from myself!) in Winterland. The main character of a given work often appears to be in the "wrong" environment. I will say that I'm not sure I believe in the "wrong" environments. If you are from a place where nature reigns, then you know well that there are no strict categories and that everything leaks into everything else; you find out that beauty lies not only in perfection but also in difference.

I absolutely think of myself as a political artist and writer – how could I not? My most recent novel Girl on a Stick is highly political and deals directly with post-September 11th global politics as well as the more microscopic experience of (self)misogyny by the main character, Clementine. I am a socialist. I am closer to 1970s-style Swedish social democracy than Soviet “socialism”, however. A lot of my recent writing is satirical; a lot of my painting, however, is more celebratory: love of wilderness, of greenness, of environment, those things that we use politics for in order to preserve them.

Recently I painted a series of ghosts, and things that were “halfway” there, such as Schroedinger's Cat (I painted it in glow-in-the-dark paint snarling at Stravinsky's bird up in a tree). I have enjoyed so much collaborating with Jessica Cheeseman on Winterland. At first I thought I would feel weird having another artist illustrate my words, but I haven't felt this way at all. Jessica always gets exactly what I was thinking and feeling and often takes the images in new expressive directions that I haven't thought of myself. I love her own control over the more ghostly characters, her suggestions of things being partially there and partially not (the blindfolded woman fading into the snow; the fact that the dogsled lacks half of its team and that only half of an riderless sled is seen). It has truly been an exciting experience to work with someone on the same wavelength who wants to explore certain images and concepts.

Currently I am painting wolves, and writing about chimpanzees and our animal boundaries as human apes ourselves, and it is no surprise that my experience working with Jessica is leaking into and nourishing other areas of my creative life as well; I think this is the best of true art and of multi-art practitioners like Jessica and myself – of course the themes will blend together regardless of the medium; our artist selves are not separate selves who write OR paint OR animate OR act OR compose music – we are whole!